Showing posts with label anger management required. Show all posts
Showing posts with label anger management required. Show all posts

Saturday, June 9, 2012

Mass Mindset

Been a while since I’ve updated…been busy. Funny isn’t it? I quit my job and went for another for the hours it offered. And I ended up busier than I was before.
I get it. New center, new account. A lot of shit in the middle. With so many things coming from all directions I don’t have a work flow. And that irks me. My obsessive compulsive little demon is on a rampage.
The new environment is refreshing. I find myself more…friendly. And at my age, I find that I too can try to be more understanding. Still, it is expected, there would be the same shit I quit from to be in the new office. Some people who are only good at directing work to others who are already busy. A million points to the adage: If you want something done, give it to someone who already has a lot on his plate.
Thus I feel like a wreck after a day at work.
I am hoping for a little bit of relief soon. And a time for me to work out my routine or work flow in my shifts.
If this continue longer, I pity anyone who would be the needle to break my self-professed patience.

Thursday, January 13, 2011

Broken

For a short while I was made to feel like the biggest joke.
And in those few seconds I felt the bitter taste of betrayal until it was chased away by the rushing course of my anger...  I carved up the bloody remnants of my sanity. Stitched them together as a poor semblance of everyone else's normality.

And now that it's patched up the best way I could, I am plotting down every detail of destroying you.

Up to the last step of laying you flayed out and broken under my scorching sun.